Friday, May 15, 2009

Nothing

MC Chris tonight.


I should probably stop listening to music and go to school.
I really don't care any more.


I'm going to be late.



I'll be fine.


edit:
I was late, about 20 minutes late.
I rode my bike to school at the normal pace, stopping every once and awhile to enjoy the path I ride on everyday.
 It's quite green and I see rabbits and smell honey suckles.
My absence was excused by the lady at the office.
I didn't have to tell her anything, she knew.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Round Two

Broke my glasses yesterday.
I'm wearing these old ones of my dad's for the moment.
They're large and almost circular.
I'm not used to it, but I'm supposed to get new ones soon.
I don't want Buddy Holly glasses, that's a little too hipster for me.


Terrible test today.
I was late, got lost, then did not do well from what I can tell.
Music  Theory.
I'm thinking of submitting a misadministration form to the collegeboard.
That'll teach em.




Old friends are coming back into town. 
I'm excited, but kind of worried.
It's for a reason I can't explain, I'm just unsure of who my friends are.
I want to hang out with people whom I never have before.
But I'd be awkward and weird if I asked them, even though it's innocent.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Sunday

I have cliche workout clothes on now.
Tube socks, short shorts, a small white t-shirt and adidas. 

I was practicing basketball in my backyard.
I don't have an official hoop, but I make do with a bucket.



About halfway I decided to pretend fight with my walking stick.
Some day I'll be a Battle Mage.
I need to find a LARPing club.
I need a new hobby.


A guy came up to my front door asking if I wanted him to cut my lawn, I was embarrassed from my attire, but he was nice, and I was nice.
Today was nice in a weird way.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Bicycle

I finally got around to fixing my bike.
I'm not as out of shape as I thought.
I've put on weight which is good, I was a skinny galee this time last year.
I've made a vow to become a Street Fighter.
I'm starting to enjoy people's company more and more.
I finally feel normally awkward.
I'll try and keep it that way.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

The Ups and Downs

Indecision in my life.
Don't quite know what to do about some things; other things are as clear as day.


Sometimes I feel really geeky and it makes me embarrassed.
I make peanutbutter sandwiches and eat them while playing videogames.
I'm less likely introduce myself as a videogamer to people now.

I asked Tyler what kind of person he would rather be friends with: a "pussy" or a "douche".
He said "douche".

I don't know.




I need to find a way to restart and take control.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Tricycles and Kittens

Starting to get headaches again.
Don't know if it's the shots I've gotten, pollen, or my eyes.


I don't know if I'm irresponsible or just laid back.
I would be assertive if I had something to work for.
Like you.



I drew a picture of myself smiling and I sometimes stare at it.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Muscles

A lot going on now.
I decided to enjoy my saturday by doing yard work.
Usually I would avoid that at all costs, but it was nice out, so I decided to work with my hands I guess.



I don't know where I fit in anymore.
I feel like I'm floating around, but I don't mind it.
A french Canadian told me to travel the world last night.
He explained to me how wonderful it was for him, and that I should do it.


I think I might.
I'm falling away from society as a whole.
I think that might be a good solution for me.