Hey Bear, oh leave me alone.

I feel like a hypocrite. 

Probably because I am one.

I say bipolar people are stupid.

But I'm pretty bipolar. 

I don't think I'M extremely bipolar. Just more than some.

I was talking to my dad about capitalization when he was writing A message to some musician he likes on myspace.

I realized I only capitalize because when I was born,

On the Internet,

Capitalization was an important quality in order to be taken SERIOUSly.

I wonder if this BLOGGER community would think differently about that.

(space for you to be surprised by caps lock)

WHAT DO YOU THINK COMMUNITY?

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barkley

I keep the TV on longer than I should.

I close the front door faster than I should.

I buy twenty dollars worth of legos at 9:30 pm on a saturday night just for the fun it.

I promote my clone troopers to ranks such as, Cool Blue, Burning Yellow, or Red Hot.

I feel no remorse while beating my bestfriends in a videogame.

I enjoy kicking people off of the screen with the power of the Triforce.

I will buy two dollar milkshakes as I scream HICK HICK to fellow bystanders of Cook Out.

I graduate from highschool and let higher education round and cube my life.

Decision Making Process

I decided to read outside.

It was after eight. I would call it twilight perhaps.

During the twilight I always expect something to happen.

Something otherworldly.

I expect a tree to open up and reveal a computer.

I expect a blue wizard to appear behind me.

He would whisper, it's time.

I heard what seemed to be a small child screaming like a bird.

Hopefully it was just for fun.

I would feel sad and hopeless if the child was in the process of transmogrifying into a bird.

I would feel jealous.

At first I was frightened and surprised.

I instead decided to enjoy the meaning of it, or lack there of.

I heard two bats in the sky and forgot what I had earlier decided.

When I was little I took the valentine's I had received and put them down the air conditioning vent in my room.

I wish I could confidently say that was ironic. 

But I have to wait a couple weeks before I am sure.

I now have sympathy for the french.

I now know how hard it is to live without air conditioning.

The sun's only hitting you dad.

The first large blow out after my sister's return.

I think it's fitting that it happened on father's day.

I stopped trying to make peace between them.

If I did, they would be unhappy.

My sister has to hate someone.

And my dad has to complain about someone.

He told me not to try.

He told me not to try to do things for him on father's days or birthdays.

He promised to be alone on those days.

He's been alone for most days.

I'm alone right now.

Revised To Do List

Learn to animate in flash.

Finish bed.

Make bed.

Make dictionary fit in drawer.

Go round mums.

Get liz back.

Sort out life.

"I wish I could flip cars"

I'm quite sure the young man who said this was serious.