The Hustle

I have bruise on my forehead.

It's from playing soccer, which I don't really play.

But I wanted to be with people on saturday so I did.

I don't have confidence, or maybe I don't know what it really is.

I'm ready for governor's school.

I'm ready for some-thing/one new.

I'm not ready for rejection.

Soulkid

My mind has been wandering. 

It's been a long week.

I went out to my backyard today because I was content.

I was listening to rap music, a nice song about broken hearts.

I saw a bird's nest on the ground, then I saw the broken robin eggs.

I don't think I have to explain the sadness I felt.

Ooh La La

Today wasn't typical.

I was energized in the morning, and, for lack of a better word, depressed at the end.

I thought I was content socially, but I had a little scene with two of my friends today.

It was about something stupid and was entirely my fault.

I don't know any more.

Today at lunch I was talking to Jillian, and I finally realized I too wanted to leave Durham and travel.

I never understood why she felt the need too, but now it's as if I've always had the dream of leaving.

I don't think it's because of school ending. I think I'm finally done with everything.

Back on the first subject of friends.

I don't understand girls or myself; this is not a good a combination.

Nothing

MC Chris tonight.

I should probably stop listening to music and go to school.

I really don't care any more.

I'm going to be late.

I'll be fine.

edit:

I was late, about 20 minutes late.

I rode my bike to school at the normal pace, stopping every once and awhile to enjoy the path I ride on everyday.

 It's quite green and I see rabbits and smell honey suckles.

My absence was excused by the lady at the office.

I didn't have to tell her anything, she knew.

Round Two

Broke my glasses yesterday.

I'm wearing these old ones of my dad's for the moment.

They're large and almost circular.

I'm not used to it, but I'm supposed to get new ones soon.

I don't want Buddy Holly glasses, that's a little too hipster for me.

Terrible test today.

I was late, got lost, then did not do well from what I can tell.

Music  Theory.

I'm thinking of submitting a misadministration form to the collegeboard.

That'll teach em.

Old friends are coming back into town. 

I'm excited, but kind of worried.

It's for a reason I can't explain, I'm just unsure of who my friends are.

I want to hang out with people whom I never have before.

But I'd be awkward and weird if I asked them, even though it's innocent.

Sunday

I have cliche workout clothes on now.

Tube socks, short shorts, a small white t-shirt and adidas. 

I was practicing basketball in my backyard.

I don't have an official hoop, but I make do with a bucket.

About halfway I decided to pretend fight with my walking stick.

Some day I'll be a Battle Mage.

I need to find a LARPing club.

I need a new hobby.

A guy came up to my front door asking if I wanted him to cut my lawn, I was embarrassed from my attire, but he was nice, and I was nice.

Today was nice in a weird way.