Wednesday, January 28, 2009

The State of Things

My toothpicks are running thin.
My bicycle tires are flattening.
My iPod screen scratches are increasing.


I can't really remember the last time I've been consistently "okay" for an entire day.
Though these past weeks have been getting better.
I've focused more on self-improvement than on trying to understand things.
By doing this I've started to understand myself, inadvertently.
Things are making sense.

1 comment:

sorry, charlie said...

i wish i could...
well firstly i wish i could just type a sentence out without feeling that you'll think i'm a freak, because you don't know me & i don't know you.
okay.
i wish i could be there for you, even though we're strangers & you probably have people in your life to talk to about things if you wish to. i'm good at listening. i think it's what i was made to do, just sit & listen to other people & their lonliness & their tiredness & their suicidalness & all their problems.
not saying you are lonely or tired or suicidal. half the time i don't know what i'm saying, i'm sure that comes across.
if you ever want to.. i am.. yeah.