i think i get it.

i laid down on my bed today

i tried to remember or picture every single memory

of every single year

month

day

moment

of my life.

I attempted to do this for hours

I thought i had remembered everything

but WAIT:

there was always a missing memory

oh theres a story!

how did i forget that!

remember that one time!

in the end it was impossible to capture it all.

i have only been alive for 19 years.

and my past is infinite.

i find comfort in this.