I Get By

reading a lot of books about nature.

thanks to magrinat.

Relearning to play the guitar as well.

Oh wait I'm still a loser.

My Doorbell

Just wanted to say I'm the least organized person ever.

ever think about if animals know about music?

I think 64 crayons is a little too much for one box.

I'll start making my own spring rolls soon.

Incubation

wake up

drive

solve problems

act

film

fail

eat

math

make jokes

act

take a breath

act

act

act

act

act

drive

dream

eat

dream

shower

sleep

nightmare.

Push Up

I'm trying to be a big kid now.

Calming myself. taking myself away from everything.

i can only try to change my ways.

Often I get caught in patterns of thinking.

Life isn't letting that happen right now, and I'm thankful for it.

Mike Tyson is slowly becoming one of my heroes.

I wish i had the sort of.

acceptance.

of my failures as he does.

Ce jeu

so things have taken off quite quickly.
school, job, parties, plays.



I can't help but take a step back and see if I'm dooming myself by my choices.
Like everything will crash.
just fall.




I don't know if I'm being cautious or paranoid.

Angels

I start work at Elmos this saturday.

I guess im accomplishing something.

Starting to feel safe.

I'm in a groove. A slow shallow groove.

I like most things now.

But some things still are missing.

and I'm okay with that for now.

Jorge Regula

My face hurts.

That and other things make me think I'm too sensitive.

I thought that was a good thing.

guess not.

I cleaned a lot today.

And went to an asian grocery store.

My life is extremely boring.

It's my responsibility to change that.

But I could use some help.

Or motivation. i know a person who lacked that.

ouch.