Push Up

I'm trying to be a big kid now.

Calming myself. taking myself away from everything.

i can only try to change my ways.

Often I get caught in patterns of thinking.

Life isn't letting that happen right now, and I'm thankful for it.

Mike Tyson is slowly becoming one of my heroes.

I wish i had the sort of.

acceptance.

of my failures as he does.

Ce jeu

so things have taken off quite quickly.
school, job, parties, plays.



I can't help but take a step back and see if I'm dooming myself by my choices.
Like everything will crash.
just fall.




I don't know if I'm being cautious or paranoid.

Angels

I start work at Elmos this saturday.

I guess im accomplishing something.

Starting to feel safe.

I'm in a groove. A slow shallow groove.

I like most things now.

But some things still are missing.

and I'm okay with that for now.

Jorge Regula

My face hurts.

That and other things make me think I'm too sensitive.

I thought that was a good thing.

guess not.

I cleaned a lot today.

And went to an asian grocery store.

My life is extremely boring.

It's my responsibility to change that.

But I could use some help.

Or motivation. i know a person who lacked that.

ouch.

Humor

How many hipsters does it take to screw in a lightbulb?

It's a really obscure number, you've probably never heard of it...

matrimony

senior year.

fresh start I guess.

That was a stupid summer.

thanks.

Disappointment more than sadness.

Frustration more than anger.

I guess I'll get a job.

eppur si muove!

Life is mediocre currently

and yet it moves!

I would say my summer has been ironic!

but i don't have that the wit or understanding for such a statement

I want to be sweet and nice and loving!

but i haven't the opportunity

I would ask you to give me the chance!

but i haven't the courage

But I promise I can find it

don't give up on me!