Decision Making Process

I decided to read outside.

It was after eight. I would call it twilight perhaps.

During the twilight I always expect something to happen.

Something otherworldly.

I expect a tree to open up and reveal a computer.

I expect a blue wizard to appear behind me.

He would whisper, it's time.

I heard what seemed to be a small child screaming like a bird.

Hopefully it was just for fun.

I would feel sad and hopeless if the child was in the process of transmogrifying into a bird.

I would feel jealous.

At first I was frightened and surprised.

I instead decided to enjoy the meaning of it, or lack there of.

I heard two bats in the sky and forgot what I had earlier decided.

When I was little I took the valentine's I had received and put them down the air conditioning vent in my room.

I wish I could confidently say that was ironic. 

But I have to wait a couple weeks before I am sure.

I now have sympathy for the french.

I now know how hard it is to live without air conditioning.

The sun's only hitting you dad.

The first large blow out after my sister's return.

I think it's fitting that it happened on father's day.

I stopped trying to make peace between them.

If I did, they would be unhappy.

My sister has to hate someone.

And my dad has to complain about someone.

He told me not to try.

He told me not to try to do things for him on father's days or birthdays.

He promised to be alone on those days.

He's been alone for most days.

I'm alone right now.

Revised To Do List

Learn to animate in flash.

Finish bed.

Make bed.

Make dictionary fit in drawer.

Go round mums.

Get liz back.

Sort out life.

"I wish I could flip cars"

I'm quite sure the young man who said this was serious.

Technology

In order to put a stop to my repetitive brain patterns which cause me to become depressed, angry, or lazy for no reason, I will have to first stop my repetitive actions with technology.

No more brawl.

No more constant checking of buddy lists or notifications.

No more writing for this blog.

This will probably be extremely hard for me.

But I have to start some where.

Hey girl.

We're going to a movie.

That's how this is going down.

wilkins is subtle yet clever.

We think alike.

His victory dance is quite impressive as well.