Push Up

I'm trying to be a big kid now.

Calming myself. taking myself away from everything.

i can only try to change my ways.

Often I get caught in patterns of thinking.

Life isn't letting that happen right now, and I'm thankful for it.

Mike Tyson is slowly becoming one of my heroes.

I wish i had the sort of.

acceptance.

of my failures as he does.

Ce jeu

so things have taken off quite quickly.
school, job, parties, plays.



I can't help but take a step back and see if I'm dooming myself by my choices.
Like everything will crash.
just fall.




I don't know if I'm being cautious or paranoid.

Angels

I start work at Elmos this saturday.

I guess im accomplishing something.

Starting to feel safe.

I'm in a groove. A slow shallow groove.

I like most things now.

But some things still are missing.

and I'm okay with that for now.