Ventures

I wish I was emotionless.

Like Hedgewin, a psychiatrist.

A character in a play that a student wrote.

He is robotic and wears a lab coat.

In the play, I played him as a rock

But after an hour and a half told on a clock,

I was vulnerable and I shun.

I'm sorry if I offended anyone.

I just hate this time of year, a fact I've already made clear.

It's that time of year.

December is not a good month for me.

I was born in december, but that's not the reason.
It's because of my past as a teenager. All of the past hearts that I gave away.
(I typed teeanger at first, freudian slip I suppose)




You know how in movies or tv shows there's the one person in the relationship or the person being interviewed for a job say,
"I care too much"

I think that's how I am.
I want to let go.
I want to be an emotionless rock (lobster) like she is.