The New Love Song

I take too many naps.



Is it okay to feel brave and afraid at the same time?


I'm learning to move differently.
With my blood, or organs, or bones.
I landed on my neck yesterday during theatre. That hurt more than I thought.
I'll be okay.





When can we see each other?

Better Together

The library closes at 5.
I am the last one here.



The counselors here think I'm wacky.
I know why.



These past days I've felt I should be at home.
For reasons not my own.
I hope I'm not putting too much on myself.
But I care.

Kitchen

I go by Gucci here at GSE.
I think it's funny.


My room is pretty simple
I have 4 action figures and my ukulele.
My roommate has a pair of bongos.




I realized that no matter what, this summer I would've worried about a girl.
Either one here at GSE or one back at home.
T-Paine lets me not worry.
I'm happy.

Who Loves The Sun

I am going to governor's school tomorrow.

My schedule is depressing compared to yours.

Last night was a good night.

For once I can't quite explain how I feel.

But I am happy.

I think I'll have fun.

But it'll be hard at times.

I have to stay optimistic.

Wave of Mutilation

I've had a good week.

My sleep pattern has been terrible.

I got a cavity.

I'm disappointed in myself.

I'd never thought I'd see this all happening.

I might wear a flannel shirt, despite the heat.

The Trees

Last night, I mostly remember;

Fighting Broso.

Thinking it was christmas.

Reciting this.

Cursing.

Being sneaky.

Everyone thinks I'm a funny partier.

I can't help but agree.

Turn My Brain Off

Yesterday was nice.

Weekly Banh's with Le Whif and T-Pain.

We sat in a field after, that was nice, with locopops.

I called my GSE roommate when I was with them.

It was funny and they were laughing and he was cool.

I was with Nick and Chas afterwards, we did our usual stream of events.

Watched the Juggernaut video, played videogames, and held each other; what.

Kind of ready for summer, but at the same time I'm enjoying most things now.

This week has been stressful though.

I think I'm grinding my teeth more when I sleep.

Bella Notte

My mind's scattered.

I don't know if I'm overwhelmed or just confused.

I feel like I'm missing a lot of opportunities.

I can't keep up.

I think I'm worrying about things that aren't even there.

But I would like them to be.